So, I mean I started a bunch of blogs.
Like, on tumblr.

...HAH. Tumblr.
And I never keep up with them. Never. I'll think, "Oh my God, ok. This is going to be the best blog EVER. People will FOLLOW! I WILL BE THE MOST POWERFUL BLOGGER WHO EVER LIVED."
...Yeah.
That's not happening, and I figured if I use my gmail so often, why not just use Blogger.
But this is going to be a private blog that probably nobody will know about.

 I'm still in my work clothes.

actually, yeah. Let's start there.
Work.
I work at GoW!reless. The ! is a replacement for another letter
Idk if this is going to cause me legal issues, but if you ever have the idea to get a job at this organization, make sure you're not insane.
Unless you're desperate for money. I mean, in that case it's a pretty good option.
...I say "I mean," a lot.

I hate this job folks. ..Or maybe it was just today. Today sucked.

Ok so fast forward. I want to be a director.
It'd be really cool to see if I couldn't become some kind of professor in film down the road.
That's FAR down the road.
Right now, I've got about 1,100 You Ess american dollars in credit card debt right now.

oh my god ok, i'm taking my pants off.
Wow that's great.

Ok so i have that debt. And i'm planning on paying it off by the end of July.
July 2013.
So as soon as I pay that off, the plan is to get a Commercial driving license. And then begin to drive trucks.
Truck driving folks. Seriously. I'm going to try to save up enough money in order to move to L.A. and get into an agency.
You know when you're on top of a hill, hiking or something. And you can see your trail going down and you kind of know where you're going because you've hiked this trail before and you're like, "hell yeah Let's do this."?
Yeah well, this is nothing like that. I have absolutely no idea what the hell i'm going to do once I get there.
I have a person that I kind of sort of know that works for some kind of agency.
But the more i browse reddit and read about peoples' experiences in Los Angeles concerning acting and finding an agent and finding work and finding housing and dealing with traffic and FINDING A JOB FOR GOD'S SAKE, the more I think,

"Sweet sweaty cheesecakes, I have no idea what I'm getting myself into."

I realize a lot of these I's aren't capitalized.
Deal with it.

Anyway, the plan is to be there by September.
I think I can do it guys.
And it's not this 2011 Cabernet talking.
I seriously think I can.    and whatever, screw you. I'm gonna do it even if I seriously can't.

Because in all of my life, i've never felt like this movie making thing.
This acting thing. This directing thing, thinking about different emotions in different scenes thing.
I never felt like there's anything other than this.


I NEED to move to LA guys. I need it.
Who am i talking to right now?     ,     Not sure.


My name is Mark Bulanov.
And here i Go.