I am kind of irritated

But I feel completely bad about it.
I spent the day with my two beautiful little cousins. And everything was great. Other than not being able to sleep last night...

But the reason is that I just want to go home.
I feel like I'm tagging along and spending time here whilst being forced to do so.
I miss my Sacramento.
I miss my mom and my brothers. My roommate Johnny.

I want to start working seriously on YouTube.
I want to start acting.
I feel like I'm at the beginning of the race of my life, my feet twitching and yearning to tear away and sprint.